Yo to all l4d2 fans. this is the v2.0.0,1 patch

This week, the most saddest,scaryiest, stressful week of my life.
this week alone i am suppose to do my parts in different assignment. and worse,EIR portfolio, i last week never go then dono what to do... last few days then know... but no time.. cause still got DBIS assignment,BIT assignment,French test,CMSK3 citation test, oopg assign check, haizzz..
and sleeping is also a prob. haha i super light sleeper. nid total silence then can go sleep.... and stupid stress make me keep waking up in the morning .. super tired... lol

private msg to BERNIE: this is a rare time, i felt so low.tired. but nevertheless to escape a problem, TACKLE THEM ONE BY ONE. ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!.

emotion level recover rate: ETA(next week)

OK.

Hi, funny for updating a post like this. haha

Dear blog. this weeks awesome news

TSK TSK TSK.

A WHOLE NEW DAY. A WHOLE NEW BLOGSKIN. BOO!

1.Real name : Keblakan lurus
2.Nickname : SEDIA
3.Star sign : 5 pointed star
4.Male or female : lol guess
5.Primary school : elias park pri
6.Secondary school : Greenview sec
7.JC/POLY : TP
8.Hair color : bright orange
9.Long or short : WHAT THING long/short. (HEHEH misleading)
10.Loud or Quiet : SUPER QUIET
11.Sweats or Jeans : JEANS
12.Phone or camera : computer
13.Health freak : YES.
14.Drink or smoke : DRINK AND SMOKE
15.Do you have a crush on someone : Yes and no
16.Eat or drink : only drink
17.Piercings : both ears
18.Tattoos : DONT HAVE
19.Been in an airplane : Once and it crashed
20.Been in a relationship: NOPE.
21.Been in a car accident : nope
22.Been in a fist fight : yea
First:
23.First piercing : right ear
24.First best friend : FORGOT
25.First award : WOW u are 1 month old!!!
26.First Crush : a girl in primary sch
27.First Vacation : in singapore
Lasts:
28.Last person you talked to : bernie
29.Last person you texted to : royston
30.Last person(s) you watched a movie with: cant remember
32.Last food you ate : HOKKIEN MEE
33.Last movie you watched : butterfly effect 2
34.Last song you listened to : Pokemon theme
35.Last thing you bought : a mc spicy meal. UPSIZED!!
36.Last person you hugged : my bolster
Favourites:
37.Food : water
38.Drinks: water
39.Clothing: swimswear
40.Books: E-books
41.Song: I LOVE U BY barney
42.Flower: dono
43.Colors: orange
44.Movies : AKAI ITO
45.Phrase: DIE DIE DIE MUST TRY
46.Subjects: MATHS
You ever done before:
47.Kissed in the snow : yea, my lips
48.Celebrated Halloween : yea wore my underwear on my head
49.Had your heart broken : ZERO
50.Went over the minutes on your cell phone : YEA. with leaders
51.Someone questioned your sexual orientation : YEA. i totally scared the person away when i told him i am gay. HAHA
52.came out of the closest: because kana caught hide and seek
53.Gotten pregnant : yup in sims 2
54.Had an abortion : maybe in sims3
55.Done something you've regretted : yea, like broke the fire alarm.
56.Broke a promise : many
57.Hid a secret : little bit
58.Pretended to be happy : nope. always happy
59.met someone who changed your life : yea MC bernie
60.pretended to be sick : YEA sec 4 that time lol.
61.Left the country : i tried mas selamat way. but i was caught by police guards. lol
62.Tried something you normally wouldn't try & liked it : EAT FOOD!
63.cried over some silliest thing: CRY OVER DRAMA
64.Ran a mile : NEARLY. i fainted after runing for SOOO long like around 99cm
65.Went to the beach with your best friend(s): yea
66.Stay single the whole year : yup
Currenly:
67.Eating : air
68.Drinking :seawater
69.I'm about ton : nope i dont weight a ton.
70.Listening to : opera
71.Plans for tomorrow : rushing project
72.Waiting for : THIS WEEK TO PASS><
73.Want kids : DUH. in future
74.Want to get married : DUH in future
75.Careers in mind : HACKER/ business man/ LAN SHOP!!!!
76.Which is better than Girl / Boy : computer!!!
77.Lips or eyes : face
78.Shorter or taller : Taller
79.Romantic or spontaneous : TOTALLY A NEET
80.Nice stomach or nice arms : Both, beer belly yea baby yea
81.Sensitive or loud : sensitive
82.Hook-up or relationship : thinking
83.Trouble-maker or hesistant : both
Have you ever:
84.Lost glasses/ contacts : yea
85.Ran away from home : no
86.Hold a gun or knife for self defense : yea , gun from SWAT knife from kitchen. DEFEND FROM THE CHICKEN
87.Killed somebody : yea. in sims
88.Broken someone's heart : I DID. in primary sch. took his clay heart and smash it
89.Been arrested : yea. in CS
90.Cried when someone died : yea in drama
Do you believe in:
91.yourself: yea
92.Miracles: yea
93.Love at first sight: yea
94.Heaven: YES
95.Santa Claus: no
96.Sex on the first date : YES in REC ANIME SERIES
97.Kiss on the first date : YES IN ANIMES
98.Is there one person you want to be with right now : YEA
99.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : YES
100.This is the 100th & last question : hmmm WTF. so lame

lol lol lol.
Its been soo long since i updated. over the time of the last post to now. i have DONE lots of silly and STUPID stuff. as well as PROJECTS. homeworks and tutorial skipping is starting to occur. DAM. habits have to be stopped. anyway. just finished a 2.2k word report. LOL. and i rote most of it. muhahahaha. MUHAHAHAH. my sweat and blood in that report. it better have good remarks!.


THanks to all the fans out there supporting my dead blog by tagging. Very much appreciated!

Loves ,
bernie

Today is a wonderful day. FIRST DAY OF poly. haha. FIRST TIME I see many many homeclothes student. First time i wear homeclothes to sch. first time the sch time fly dam fast. 2 hrs felt like 1 hour. tsk. the coms were fun. IT rocks... SO SO interesting. hahaha. anyway i ate a pizza ($3) at the ITAS(it canteen) Ate ice kachang (60cents) at the student development block. i think. ate western food, full meal of chicken chop ($3.80). WTF... SO CHEAP. haha the food was ok la... look like normal portion like outside food shops..


TO THE CERTAIN PERSON WHO CALLS ME *****. I HAVE UPDATED. hahah. i hate ppl who threatens ppl. hahaha. U WATCH OUT. hahahha. GROUP CAMP. I GONNA HAHAHAHHA u. i make sure u cant go home HAHAHAHAly , AND U WILL COMPLAIN ABOUT THE CAMP BECAUSE OF ME. HAHAHA. U WILL SCOLD EVERYONE LIKE HAHAHHAHAA. AND I DONT GIVE A HAHAHHA ABOUT THE HAHAHA THING U SAID.


COOL.. ITS FUN .. GUESS WHAT HAHAHA MEANS.
I ANYHOW RITE de. haha no offence...
SERIOUS!

Ok. this song goes out to all people of all sorts. its really kinda nice when u listen hard.



It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Chorus:
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Chorus:
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Solo

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Chorus:
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

TODAY, I FEEL SO RANDOM. CAUSE ITS APRIL'S FOOL. SO i shall post some of my AWESOME pics. haha

hHAHA. FINALLY I STEP OUT OF MY HOUSE. THIS TIME I AND CEDRIC WENT TO GYM. HAH. MONDAY............ we took a bus there, walked to the place, BUT when we reach there. got one notice paste on the wall. LADIES ONLY (GYM)

OMG, i and cedric was like o.O
WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO? we then choose to go swimming in our gym attire. haha. went swimming instead TSK. BAD DAY. WE play in the pool
only the 2 of us. awwww. ARHHHH we not gays hor. haha. play racing .. then cedric want to see girls.. lol.. ERROSENIN.. hah.. then we play abit in the pool. 2 hours later. we bathe and change. haha i took a pic of cedric half naked. lol. but delete later haha.. ZAI SIA. his body... muscle!!!. haha. oh look this is the pic of the pool.

Inside the cert. theres this testi part. where ur teacher write stuff about u. haha
THIS IS WHAT MR LIM WROTE ABOUT ME. SNIFF. SNIFF.
AFTER WHAT I HAVE DONE TO HIM. OMG. I LOVE HIM!!!>.< Bernie Ong Aik Kwan was a student of Greenview Secondary School from 2005-2008

Bernie has a lively personality and there is never dull moment when he is around. His openness and sincerity as well as the fact that he is a good listener have made him a confidant among many of his peers. He is a loyal friend,(HEHEHEH I AM SOO LOYAL. BANZAI) always ready to give support and encouragement.

(wooo good part. Me in classes)
In class, Bernie is responsive and often participates actively in class discussions. He is articulate(hmmm what it means ???) and is able to express his views coherently and logically (lol. I always do UNLOGICAL stuff, wah TEACHER u so KINDDDD) , providing constructive feedback.(lol, and all i did was say rubbish.dots.+__+ ) He is a good team player, contributing ideas and co-operating with team members. (YES, I DO WHAT I CAN DO to go well with friends. hahaha)

A committed SCOUT, Bernie has made substantial contributions to his unit.(awww dont talk about it. i will get shy!!) In the inter-district competition, he received the silver award and also the Frank Cooper Sands (bronze) Award 2006, (silver) Award 2007 and the GOLD AWARD in 2008.(hahhah) He attended several courses to upgrade his training, including the Hong Kong Exchange Programme(ARGH!. DONT TALK ABOUT THIS. It brings bad memories of my nude photos taken BY SOME PERVERT! JULIUS!!! and ppl say its because i am DRUNK!. NO WAY i am not drunk with that can. SOO LITTLE A... PLS) For his dedicated and Selfless (i tot SELFISHNESS.ha) service to the scouting movement, BERNIE was a recipient of the SCHOOL SERVICE AWARD GOLD( YEA. OH AND THE COLOURS AWARD GOOLD>.< ) , an accolade for students who have contributed immensely to their Co-Curricular Activity.

(Finale, about my pure and innocent self. hahaha. tsk. i no shame sia. )
A kind and thoughtful boy, Bernie also played an active part int he class-initiated Community Involvement Programme, Helping to raise Funds for Greenview Care and Food For the Elderly Programme (O.o why talk about this. this one everyone also got do... what about me.. WRITE ABOUT ME!!!) HIS initiative and civic-mindedness are commendable.
(hooo. nice. last part me. memeee. i am so touched. THANK YOU MR LIM AND ALL THE TEACHERS WHO TEACH ME, WHO THINKS I AM A GOOD AND GUAI BOY , BUT THE TRUTH IS . I AM NOT. SO I AM SORRY. 4 years of acting. has come to an end. the truth has to be released. haha. ok la. i not so bad until I GO SMOKE. NO WAY. SMOKING KILLS> AND IT SUCKS> haha. THANK YOU GREENVIEW SEC!!!! )

Dear blog,

HAHA NEXT IS MY GRADUATION CERTIFICATE> HAHA<> HAHA<THE LAST PIC. IS EVIDENCE THAT SOMEONE SMOKE HOR>.<
Tsk SMOKERS STINK!!!!!!!!!


BROUGHT U BY: BERNIE1.1

Dear blog, I NEBER blog the past few days because of my laptop, u see his been admitted to critical stage. his 2 hinge broke. leaving the screen unsupported. some of u may think its cool. cause its like a headless ghost take out his head when ever he like. haha

These are some of his pic: (sniff)


But lucky. it still works. haha. HENG. BUT I MUST BE VERY CAREFUL. SCARY.

SATURDAY MORNING... FOOTDRILL TRAINING.!! o.o

I woke up at 5.45am to meet up with jun wei at pasir ris mrt. i remember him smsing me not to be late, late=die. haha. i reached there safely at 6.30am. but he was not there. HAHA HIS LATE.
so we took the train.. at the train... i found out i forgot something.... THE BERET. ahhaha important thing for footdrill..

FOOT DRILL terrible... looks like i nid to buck up liao. hah. Sir abit gay: say i look so chubby and he want to pinch me. O.O LOLS. eeewww. GAY GAY. haha jking.

anyway CAN U BELIEVE IT. HOLIDAY IS SO BORING. TODAY EARTH HOUR. I LAZY GO . haha

next time then ... sayoonara

HAHA. look a sand drawing done by KA jun.(guy in red)
Venue: sisters island
time: afternoon
Energy level:TIRED
<<< mee green in colour. HAHAHA
LOOK PROPERLY THE FLOOR.
JApanese words. wrote by me. the only jap GUY. hahahah

Anyway we suffered alot. and we enjoyed alot. setting a total of 3 campfires.

If i remember correctly, TODAY IS THE DAY MY BLOG REVIVE AGAIN. Haha thank you thank you. I want to share with u all the thing i did a week ago but due to unforeseen circumstances, (bernie doesnt want to show his FATTY looking Pics) i shall NOT, i repeat NOT post it yet. until i am mentally stable that is.

Ooo.. I began my journey on onepiece its 400 episode(soon) and i was afraid of overkilling myself with anime. As the saying goes:' too much anime will KILL u"
I agree with it and thus i shall only watch 30-50 episodes a day.

Awww i am soo GUai (bernies: self praise. no shame guy)
oh i shall look forward to my poly days. and of course I SHALL EAT ALL I CAN IN TP's canteen to choose which sch has the best fooddeals. haha

i think thats all i can talk.... type i mean.... onwards to chatting now. SAYOONARA さよおなら。

Dear Blog,

Welcome, this is a christmas edition blog for bernie.. heh.. must early prepare bah.. hahah...


Loves&Hates,
Bernie

Dear blog,

Lyris of Aimo-Macrossfrontier..... ENJOY!~


Aimo aimo
Needel lushe
Noina miria
Endel plodea
Fotomi

Koko wa atta kana umi dayo

Luulei luuleia
Sora o mau hibari wa namida
Luulei luuleia
Omae wa yasashi midori no ko

Aimo aimo
Needel lushe
Noina miria
Endel plodea
Fotomi

Koko wa atta kana umi dayo


(Aimo- My dear)


Aimo aimo
Needel lushe
Noina miria
Endel plodea
Fotomi

Here is a warm sea

Luulei luuleia
The skylarks that dance in the sky are tears
Luulei luuleia
You’re a kind and green child

Aimo aimo
Needel lushe
Noina miria
Endel plodea
Fotomi

Here is a warm sea


Loves&Hugs,
Bernie(enchanted~.~)

Dear blog,

Today i am touched, not by whats happening in life, but the moral values that this particular anime wanted ppl to understand. Love, they truly made it in such a way that ppl are able to really feel that feeling.. the ending was so wonderful,splendid!if u ask me. heres a summary of the anime but it really didnt say the true meaning of the show,so most ppl treat it as some normal mecha anime. but seriously it teaches us the simplest thing in life. Life is precious, so is love.

Bernie's Rating: Its off the CHART!!!!! MUST WATCH !!!!






summary:Macross Frontier marks the 25th anniversary of the Macross anime franchise. It is a direct sequel to the first Macross series and Macross 7 and follows the lives of Alto Saotome, Ranka Lee and a pop idol named Sheryl Nome on board the Macross Frontier colonization fleet. After the war against the Zentradi aliens, Humankind has spread across the universe in order to ensure its survival. The Macross Frontier fleet is part of a effort to spread and maintain the culture of humanity.



Loves&Hates,
Bernie

Dear blog,

Because someone scolded me bloody i shall kindly put his pretty picture up... hehehe.well thats the only coolest picture of him i have.. hehehe..


Loves&Hates,
Bernie

Dear blog,

After high an low.. i had been given a task of doing a quiz... boring... so i shall do it.. idoitily..hehe

1. Th person who tag/pass u is ?
   Junwei
   
   2. Ur relationship with him/her ?
   Friends....nono..closer....nono..even closer....heh.u get wat i mean...
   
   3. Your five impression of him/her ?
   eh.happy.Happy.hAppy.haPpy,hapPy,happY
2. 
   4. Th most memorable thing he/she had done to you ?
   touched me.....body lah..
   
   5. Th most memorable thing he/she had said to you ?
   hi, and bye
   
   6. If he/she become your lover you will ?
   maybe..... its possible
   
   7. If he/she become your lover , he/she has to improve on ?
   his body...
   
   8. If he/she become ur enemy , you will ?
   maybe.....its possible too.. future is unpredictable....singapore might win the world war 4,5,6
   
   9. Reason will be ?
   i am a future teller..
   
   10. Th most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
   make him.....hehe......CONTINUE SCOUTS...
   
   11. Your overall impression of him/her is ?
   low high low high low high.. like waves.....
   
   12. How do you think th people around u will think about you ?
   they look funny so i think they think i also funny..??
   
   13. Th characters you love of yourself are ?
   nah....i love my B then my E then R then N then I then E,,,,BERNIE...i love this characters
   
   14. On th contrary , th characters you hate of yourself are ?
   i hate B then my E then R then N then I then E,,,,BERNIE
   
   15. Th most ideal person you want to be is ?
   the person who is .....duhhhh look at this silly question....hahhaha..i cant stop laughing ... i cant answer....cause i laughing....hahha.
   
   16. For people who care and like you , say something to them.
   what makes u think i will respond to U... hehh.....
3. 17. Pass this quiz to 10person .
   1) Huh?
   2) HUh?
   3) HUH?
   4) HUH??
   5) Bernie
   6) Bernie
   7) Bernie
   8) Bernie
   9) Bernie
   10) Bernie
   
   18. Who is 6 having a relationship with ?
   # No one
   
   19. Is number 9 female or male ?
   # Female , i not sure. stop asking me stopid question....
   
   20. If number 7 and 10 are together , will it be a good thing ?
   #maybe....btw who are they
   
   21. What is number2 studying about ?
   #how to hell i noe...?!!!!
   22. What kind of music does number8 like ?
   # Are u mad.. i am no a stalker!!!
   
   23. Does number1 have any siblings?
   # yea 3.. huh,huh,and huh!
   
   24. Will you woo number3 ?
   # huh,maybe...hope he exist in the first place.
   
   25. How about number7 ?
   # mad arh... who is bernie... boy/girl how i noe.... btw i bernie wount anyhow get into relationship de,,!!!
   
   26. Is number4 single?
   # dono...his name says the same answer as me
   
   27. What is th surname of number5 ?
   # ONG,, BERNIEONG
   
   28. What is th hobby of number10 ?
   #hehe..its my secret why should i tell. u ... its watching romance anime lah.. hahaha
   
   29. Does number5 & 9 get along well ?
   # maybe... i think they meet each other before
   
   30. What is number2 studying at ?
   #huhhuh sch
   
   31. Talk something causally about number1 ?
   # huh,,,,huh.....huh/////huh
   
   32. Wher does number9 live at ?
   #in pasir ris
   
   33. What colour does number 4 like ?
   #huh colour...
   
   34. Are number 5 and 1 best friend ?
   # i hope so .....
   
   35. Does number1 has any pet ?
   # yea its uhuh
   
   36. Is number3 sexiest person in th world ?
   #i soppose so... he wears XXl tubetop
   
   37. What is number6 doing now ?
   # making friends with bernies on pluto!!
   

Loves&Hates,
Bernie

Dear Blog,

Another new day, another new joke of the day...

this joke is about an annoying boy in a bus:

The kid goes on with several animals until the bus driver gets angry and yells at the kid, ''What if your dad was gay and your mom was a prostitute?!''

The kid smiles and says, ''I would be a bus driver!''

LOVES&HATES,

Bernie

Dear blog,

heres another joke.

everything men know about women


The following is a comprehensive federal study, approved by the Attorney General:
Everything Men Know About Women

















End of Report
U.S. Attorney General's Office


heh funny

Love&Hates,
Bernie

Dear blog,
i bernie stumbled onto a joke website and i found this

"Bill Gates in Hell
Bill Gates dies and goes to hell.
Satan greets him: "Welcome Mr. Gates, we've been waiting for you. This will be your home for all eternity. You've been selfish, greedy and a big liar all your life. Now, since you've got me in a good mood, I'll be generous and give you a choice of three places in which you'll be locked up forever."

Satan takes Bill to a huge lake of fire in which millions of poor souls are tormented and tortured. He then takes him to a massive coliseum where thousands of people are chased about and devoured by starving lions.

Finally, he takes Bill to a tiny room in which there is a Beautiful young blonde with an alluring look on her face, sitting at a table on which there is a bottle of the finest wine. To Bill's delight, he sees a PC in the corner. Without hesitation, Bill says, "I'll take this option."

"Fine," says Satan, allowing Bill to enter the room. Satan locks the room after Bill. As he turns around, he bumps into Lucifer.

"That was Bill Gates!" cried Lucifer. "Why did you give him the best place of all!"

"That's what everyone thinks," snickered Satan. "The bottle has a hole in it and the girl hasn't..."

"What about the PC?"

"It's got Windows 95!" laughed Satan. "And it's missing three keys."

"Which three?"

"Control, Alt and Delete."




it was a little funny and so i decided to put it up.. enjoy

L&H,
Bernie

Dear blog,

on teachers day eve, i practically had only 3 hours of sleep just to download Wall e for my class to watch during the free period of teachers day celebration. I am so like wonderful. one day after wall e is released i got the show.. awesome...... then we started watching wall e as soon as we got to class.. must thank cedric for his laptoppy. if not no show for everyone...... heh.. then after a few minutes of watching our show, our teacher came in.. MR LIM.... quite old.... he was stunned.....so was us.... we didnt ask for his permission... tell u something the tension was awesome.... then our coolest and biggest chairman went outside class to chat with teacher , i mean negotiate.. hehe. if not we are D>>D. in the end he just asked us to fill in some stuff and he joined in the show.... lots of other students walk pass and said" hey wall-e leh" hahaha . yea cry on that... i treasure my class the best... haha

L&H,
Bernie

Dear blog,

hi its a wonderful day today and i got headaches. It hurts but i still managed to remake my blog even after it has rotten over a few months... Olvl is coming and wth i am still not anxious.. there is something terribly wrong with me....
<---OK THATS ME--->

Loves and Hates,
Bernie

PROFILE NAMAE: Bernie-Chan
Age: 17
Sch: TP
Contacts: 94897586 dude_bernie@hotmail.com

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